I look like a fifties housewife today. I bet Joan Cleaver would be applauding my outfit. It's cute, though!! A nice big puffy black and white flowered tea-length skirt and a black shirt, and a string of fake pearls. They're really long pearls. It's cute. I know it. And I'm listening to oldies. The perfect combo!! It's been relatively a good day. I went grocery shopping today for the first time in ages. It's good to have money to spend on whatever. And it's almost Easter. I like Easte...

I never meant to cause you any trouble I never meant to cause you any pain I only wanted one time to see you laughing I only wanted to see you laughing in the purple rain Purple rain, Purple rain I never wanted to be your weekend lover I only wanted to be some kind of friend Baby I could never steal you from another It's such a shame our friendship had to end Purple rain, purple rain I only wanted to see you underneath the purple rain. ~To someone.

I just wrote this email to my friend, and it was so important that I decided I could do it no glory by trying to retype it, to say it again, in different words, because it would never mean as much as it did the first time the words came from my soul. So here it is. In all its glory, or whatever it has. ~Anne You know, I was watching TV today. Well tonight, really. I was watching a TV show and well I guess I was realizing that when things change they can never change back. I've a...

It's a good day. I feel lazy as all hell right now, and don't feel like writing much else. It's seventy three degrees outside, I can hear birds, it might rain, I have a little bit of alcohol that could very well give me a nice lil buzz, I have weed, and I have smokes. I don't have any reason to complain! I didn't go to class today because I had to register for fall semester, I have a check for $100 and some ones in my back pocket, I'm going grocery shopping tomorrow, and I have less than a...

I went shopping this weekend. So I was gone. And I didn't smoke any pot, but a bit of cigarillos. You know what I mean? Them cancer sticks. But I all got back and stuff and sat in my car in the backseat all by myself!!!! And I freaking smoked back there with my wee steamroller and NO ONE WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO SEE ME!!! Because my fuckin back window is broke so we put this ghetto fake wood stuff which I cant remember his name in my window!!! It's ghetto man. And I just think it's fu...

Yeah so I'm pretty stupid. I had incense in a burner on my desk. I didn't start a fire, oh lord no, but it had been burning long enough to be long out. So I picked it up to throw the ashes away. I looked and in a second, ash was on my desktop and my leg was starting to feel funny. Then it started burning. I looked down and saw a glowing hump the size of a dime. I watched the black coal on the outside slowly get redder. Then I freaked and brushed a glowing coal of scentiness onto my r...

I just had a stoned experiment in my Paris class. It was very good. So i am going to retype what I wrote in this class, and you will see how very ridiculous it all is inside my mind. Mm I smell pot. And my throat is dry. Please excuse all the misspellings, they are occuring mainly because my fat finders can't type. They're actually not fat but here is the letter. Okay here's the letter: Dear Anne~ It's April Fools day and I'm in Paris class. and I'm freaking BAKED . off my rocker. ou...

I just wanted to say that I'm baked and listening to techno and dancing. I'm dancing really cool And I have to be to class in about 7 minutes I better go. Yet i can't seem to stop dancing! What a predicament!! ~aNNNE???????

Today is a good day. There is no other way of putting it. I shaved my legs last night, and even though my room was FREEZING all night through, I didn't have to shave them again this morning!! That was great. And I went to town, and had to leave my parking space which is the third closest parking spot and I'm always in the 33rd parking spot. And when I came back, lo and behold, for the first time in history, my spot was STILL OPEN!!! And I didn't have to back up a zillion times with m...

I'm crabby again. There should be a blog category for being crabby. It could have all sorts of sub-groups. I know why I'm crabby though. This town smells like fart. I don't know if it's the horse barn which is stupidly located on campus. Or maybe it's the ethanol plant. Either way, I woke up to the fart butt smell, and I'm going to fall asleep to it, too. It almost smells like sewer backed up, but sewage isn't backed up. So it's something else, and it's coming from outs...

I slept like crap last night. There's no other way of putting it. I didn't fall asleep until after two, and that was only because I put my pillow on the other end of the bed, and closed the blinds. I know that neither of those actions had anything to do with my finally falling asleep, but nevertheless I did knock out. And then, I woke up in the middle of the night at least two times and was scared shitless every time I opened my eyes, because instead of seeing my bedroom scene there was ju...

I suffer from the title problem. I know in normal person speak it's referred to as lazy, but it's like a fricking condition , man. You think I don't want to be motivated?? My God I would love it!!!! Unfortunately I have that problem. I can't even decide what I would rather call it. Motivationally challenged seems to be... outdated. Motivationally Disabled sounds very serious, as it is, of course. But still... I've been calling it "motivationally challenged" for like two or three weeks....

The truth of the matter is, I miss my sister. I never got along with her all through my childhood. Never. She was an evil bitch from hell, to be completely honest. She was terrible, and I know that. We never got along. In fact, most of the time I would say I probably hated her. I couldn't love her. It was impossible. How can you love someone that tortures you, makes you cry every day? I don't know. I didn't bother to try, either. It wasn't worth it. Then, she moved out of the house and ...

My life is now dramatic. For christ's sake I've tried so damn hard to keep it calm, cool and collected!!! No matter, here I am. I don't want any drama but I can't help it right now and that makes me crabby. But I guess I'm learning more about myself every day. I don't want relationships. With men, I mean. I don't want to date. I don't want to get attached and I don't want to fall in love because it always ends up so fucking weird. Everything gets so complex and confusing that I don'...

I am extremely happy with every thing at this instant. I'm listening to Purple Rain by Prince which is just freaking amazing. I am contented. There is no drama right this very moment. I'm sitting at my computer in my room, all by myself. I'm newly cleaned. My hair is still wet. My glasses aren't blurry, my lips aren't dry. My teeth are even clean. No one is fighting right at this moment. There are no guys calling me. I don't have to be emotionally attached to anything. I'm completely free ...