I think that surroundings are essential to all important activities in life. I was looking around outside when I was smoking tonight and everything was visually perfect. They looked just the way they were supposed to at night in the dark in the cold in a little nook between brick buildings. The trees huge and old and the sky a cloudy gray brightened by the street and sidewalk lights. It is only the wind, the trees, the brick, and me. Things so powerful and old, things to be counted on, an...

It's 5:25 pm and i just got back from the most forgetful dinner ever. Corn dogs pudding and mashed potatoes, thats what i ate. And i didn't enjoy it, not really. I want to make ramen later. My room smells terrible like weed. I found out that my ex best friend Megan is living with my ex Ben now in his parents' garage, she's pregnant and works at walmart. Stupid fuckers who don't go to college and get pregnant when they're 19. Must've been her birthday present, or his. Thank God not mine, and when...