I love Brad Nowell.
I love Sublime.
I really have nothing else to say, except for that iTunes is AWESOME when you are on a shared web network!! Cause I get to listen to everyone else's music too.
I have mine under the name Gumby, and some people in my dorm were knocking on all the doors to see who "Gumby" was, and then they FINALLY found me, since I'm on the end of the hall, and they were like, "Your music rocks! We needed to know who had Booty House Anthems!" And I was like, me! I do! By DJ Funk who I don't really like all that much, but I also have a lot of DJ Irene whom I happen to like a lot.
God I need weed. I feel like I am collapsing without it... It's been since before my birthday that I last had it. Kris' birthday, to be precise. I don't physically or psychologically need it-it's been too long since I've had it for this to be withdrawal, or anything, it would just be nice for my long drive home this Friday. Especially since I now have 40 Oz. to Freedom!
Fuckin one of the guys in my dorm actually has Steve-o's freestyle rap from CKY2K!!! I fuckin love that shit! That is the best thing ever.
We watched it one night at my sister's house before everything changed when everything was better. Actually listening to it makes me kind of depressed. :/ But yeah we were listening to it, and shit, and I was so fucking stoned. Like, my sister packed an eighth bowl, and she smoked half of it with a friend, and Amber and I, then they left, and then Amber and I finished it. Then she came back and Gus was there too then and he packed an eighth bowl, and then my sister couldn't smoke anymore and then Amber couldn't smoke anymore and then Gus and I finished it. A quarter of weed in one hour. And some wine earlier. But I was really messed up. And then we had to go home, and it was after we watched Steve-o freestyle rap, and Amber just started out "Egg-foo-young, lomein" like steve-o and then the shit hit the wall! Actually not really. It just got so crazy, she kept rhymin and saying these Asian sounding things, and English mixed in, AND SHE DID IT FOR A HALF AN HOUR! Holy God the things we did when we were stoned. No one could even imagine... I miss that shit.
I really love iTunes. And the Eagles.
I have glow in the dark scooby doo stickers on my moniter that I got from my mommy last semester in a care package. I can't wait to see my mommy again. We have to go to a funeral next Monday because my aunt's dad died, it's in Cottage Grove. But I don't remember him at all, I guess I haven't seen him since I was little. My mommy and my sister's friends might stage an intervention next Sunday for her too cause they are coming from the cities and all that stuff.
I have lots of kid stuff, I just realized. Like my stickers, and my little sand lizard named Pooker that I bought when Becca bought Stinky. That name doesn't sound right though. Spanky, maybe? Yeah Becca's was Spanky. We made up a TV show for them and had a theme song, and another song too... This was way back in 9th grade. Always looked mature but was a little kid at heart.
I have my Bunkins, too, a tiny little fuzzy Easter bunny who is purple and white. He's been with me everywhere on every vacation that I take except I forgot to take him to my friend Dana's house in Delano. And I have JJ nicknamed for Jeff Junior because I got him from my cousin's friend Jeff whom I was in love with and love because he was a wonderful guy for a while, but I haven't seen him in so long and he just became non-chalantly flirty because he didn't really care any more and we both changed so much anyway, he wouldn't know me now anyway, but likewise for me. JJ isn't fuzzy but he is special to me. And then I have MJ nicknamed for Murphy Junior cause it is a miniature of my dogie Murphmaster!! It is cute and soft and I got it from my mommy for V-Day early since they were in Florida. MJ is SUPER fuzzy. And I have a fuzzy little Scooby doo i got from Flintstone village as well as a Flintstone pen and I was with my parents and April. UH OH he fell on the floor, I just saw him under my bed.
I don't feel right. I better take some Zoloft. Or start taking it again, would be a good idea, then I would be "okay" again. Well I am not depressed right now, at this point and time, and DAMN IT! I forgot to go to my counselor last week to make another appointment because I forgot the last one, but it is so out of the way.
And I'm broke. More or less. Oh well. Here I am, finally in a different life than I'm used to. Especially with this clean room of mine. Oh, and I want to fall in love. Kind of. No i don't I want to forget what its like to BE IN love.
Damn it. Maybe I am depressed, kinda.