I had a terrible first day and a half of the weekend. My sister's addicted to meth. She looks like a skeleton. She stopped going to work. She is dating a guy in the Jersey City Mafia. She has a baby whom she is now unable to see... I went to her house last night, because her work called my parents to see if they knew if she was alive or not, since she hadn't been in for a week. When I got there she was fucked up on meth but was obviously unhappy. She kept saying that I should never do drugs, and was really serious about it. My friend Rachel was with, and we were both scared. She is so skinny. I'm so scared but know there is nothing that we can do to make her stop. It has to be her. She told us that the only people she hangs out with are other people that do it. That others are scared of her. And she is glad that she doesn't have her son, because the people that are at her house are people that children shouldn't be around.

I am really hurt about this. I really know nothing to do. What can you do, though? She's an adult. But when you're addicted, there is little you can do.

I have to tell my parents this too. Soon. Like, some time tonight.

I don't want to but it was scary. She's my sister and I love her. The only pictures she had in her room was one of me, one of Dominic, and one of her and Dom.

It breaks my heart and I am so sad and angry. But there is nothing I can do!!!

I just don't want to lose my sister.