This is Anne... Complete and Real
Published on February 16, 2005 By Tangled Wishes In Blogging
Today when I realized how very fucked up my life has become I laughed. I laughed out loud.

I like that I can find humor in the wreckage around me. I wonder when the rushing will leave my ears... Years have gone by and FINALLY I have choked on my tears till there is nothing left.

Which, coincidentally, is true.

Despite the fact that I desperately hate the position I am in right now, I am going to sit it out and see what all happens. This is too interesting for me to miss.

If only I were capable of returning to this, to participating, because then things would go very very well. Unfortunately I have a garage full of skeletons that won't permit me to make a single move.

Wish me luck, guys. If I could tell you what's about to happen, I would. Let's just hope that I haven't just accepted one of the stupidest things in the universe.

And I'm already beginning to suspect I have.


A-bomb.

Comments
on Feb 18, 2005
please explain more on this, i am curious as to how someone can find so much humor in wreckage.
on Feb 23, 2005
Yeah, I'm curious, too. But, I can understand the finding humour in wreckage. I do that all too much.

~Sarah
on Feb 24, 2005
Anne, I just thought that I would let you know that me and ben got back together, and that what ever it was that you were planning to do you can shove it up your ass. I am really quite sick of people who have to make other people feel bad just to make their pathetic existence a little better. But you want to know something you will never make me feel hurt again. I have realized that all you are is a little girl who will never grow up and realize that the world does not revolve around you. Yeah Ben might have done whatever with you how many years ago, but it is done and over with and both me and him have moved on past it. He doesn't want anything to do with you or your fat ass. I would apologize for this being mean but I am so sick of apologizing to people for shit that they have done. I did nothing wrong when I started dating Ben. The two of you were not dating nor were you even close to dating him. We were not friends so it is not like I ruined a great friendship with someone. I don't understand why you would even want to have anything to do with someone who had sex with you and then told you they loved you more like a sister. but if you go for that kind of stuff I guess I could understand then. I am so sick and tired of being nice to people who treat me like shit. I don't talk to Keri anymore because of what she did. She doesn't talk to Ben anymore either. She is a little more mature than you are. She understands that me and Ben have a child together and that if it is going to work between me and Ben we might as well go for it instead of her getting in the way. Which by the sounds of what you are talking about here is what you would like to do.
I do feel bad for you because you got so fat since high school. Maybe you should go exercise or something. And that isn't really me saying that as I haven't seen you since last summer, it's just what everyone else says.
If you want to try and ruin my life by making my relationship with Ben bad, go ahead. I always have all the other guys you always wanted but couldn't have.
I decided I would try and make you feel like shit because you always did it to me. I wanted to know what it feels like to make someone suffer just because they have something you want. You know what this just makes me sick, you have nothing I want and it's disgusting to have to put someone else down just to bring yourself up.
Megan
on Feb 24, 2005
I decided I would try and make you feel like shit because you always did it to me.


Wow... you sound so cool. You're so much better than her, doing it right back. How is that being any more mature?

He doesn't want anything to do with you or your fat ass.


I'm sure if he had something to say to her, he would say it. That's so hot that you play medaitor.

you have nothing I want and it's disgusting to have to put someone else down just to bring yourself up.


What on earth do you think you just did, girl? Wow... all I have to say, further, is that...

Drama is so stupid, and that you need to get over yourself.

~Sarah
on Feb 24, 2005
This had nothing to do with you. I don't know who you are and you don't know who I am. I just wanted to give her a taste of her own medicine because I have dealt with her doing it to me for two years now and I thought she was done but she wants to start it back up. If she chooses to do so she can, but I will have nothing to do with it. I have a child with this guy and I don't need more problems with him then I already I have. I apologize that it was not mature enough for you. I got over everything she did to me a long time ago, I would just prefer not to have to deal with it again.
Megan
on Feb 24, 2005
"Desperate Housewives" has NOTHING on JU, for those with a vivid imagination, at least!
Blog on!
on Feb 24, 2005
Gideon, you are SO right. Don't you just love sitting back and watching these petty stupid little fights? And unlike TV you dont have to worry about missing an episode because it's always right there waiting for you to read.
little_whip: you are so right about everything you said but some women just cant seem to accept the truth.
on Feb 24, 2005
And unlike TV you dont have to worry about missing an episode because it's always right there waiting for you to read.


Unfortunately, also unlike TV is the fact that a lot of people edit or hide the blogs in question so by the time you get back to the computer, you have NO CLUE what just went on!

But you catch up quick enough, at least! There ain't but 8-10 different plots on JU anyway!
on Feb 24, 2005
Bigdreamer, you da bomb. Anne, I missed you. I didn't know you were back.

Trinitie
on Feb 24, 2005
There ain't but 8-10 different plots on JU anyway!

Not on a good day anyway. It's like a beginners soap opera.
on Mar 01, 2005
Anne,
If this isn't about what I think it is I apologize, if it is then I don't.
on Mar 14, 2005
There is an Australian band who has a wonderful lyric, "LIfe's far too important to be taken too seriously."