Here I am in Morris again. Damn it! I don't want to be here! I'm so far from home And money This sucks. Actually it's really not that bad. I am going to miss my bed and my dog amd my friends, and especially my MAMA... but besides that I'm not that bad off. I mean, now I don't have to see either Megan, Ben, or his family EVERY FREAKING DAY. But on the other hand now I WILL have homework. In all honesty, though, I'd way rather be doing homework than seeing BEN EVERY DAY. Or, yeah. But anyway, I suppose it's worth it, being here doing homework and not being there. Except I do party a lot more there.
Last night was especially fun, Moses had a party, and it was groovy! Ha I think groovy is a fucking stupid name. We watched Scarface though (ahhh swoon sigh COKE) and drank. Which is great. But I have no weed, I think someone stole it Friday night, and the only one over there was MARCY. I hope she didn't steal my weed, I had like, $15 worth left!! Damn it! I could have smoked a few more bowls!! But yeah, Mo got FUCKED UP last night, and Rae had to babysit him. I don't know, it was so weird. I had fun though, but by the time we left I'd sobered up. Nothing to interesting though.

Well I'm really settled in here now, or at least as much as I will be for a few days. My room is a mess, and I need to sweep, but in all honesty it doesn't really look too bad. It's so big!!!! I know, I know, it's weird for a dorm room to be big, but I feel like it's kind of empty. It makes me lonely. I miss my MOM SO MUCH!! But I'm looking forward to spring break--I REALLY want to go to Naples, and my loans come out to $360 too much, except I'm getting books and cable, so it'll go to like, maybe $200 or $150 and then thank God I'll have quite a bit of money for my ticket, if it doesn't cover the whole damn thing. Plus my B-day is coming up, and my grandparents send me money, so all is good.
Ahh if I really want to go!! Okay, I REALLY would like to go to Naples. It would be like the best thing ever. But the problem is, I frickin love my mom and want to hang out at home with her for a while, since I won't go home too much until summer. (Which is, of course, the first week of May, but still, that's FOUR MONTHS!) My mom is like my very very very best friend. She's the coolest ever, and I want to be able to chill with her, like I did over break. But I know she'll work most of the time, and all of my friends will still be in school, so I really won't miss out on much if I DON'T go home over break, and if I just go to Naples. Besides, NAPLES ROCKS! So I am pretty sure I will go, unless for some reason I can't afford it.

Who knows. Sorry this was boring