Well, I have to start out by saying I DIDN'T believe in love. I didn't believe in the capabilities of myself, either... Well, I do now. I kept saying I wanted to find my kind... I think I did. At a party last night. The most amazing guy in the universe. I don't even want to spend my time explaining it all, but he was wonderful. WONDERFUL!! I want to dance and sing in the rain, hug everyone, cry uncontrollably. How did i ever meet such an amazing person?? How did I ever get such an amazing person to talk to me?? Not to mention he's gorgeous. Gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous. I would love to go into details, but instead I'll just say he looks like Ryan Reynolds. And he loves Sublime and Family Guy. Was it meant to be? God, I hope so. But there's that sinking realism in the pit of my stomach that tells me I won't ever see him again. It's very likely that I don't. Does that kind of thing happen to anyone else? I mean, has anyone else met the most amazingly perfect person before, at some totally random place, and never seen them again? God I'm sure. I've never seen Serendipity but this might be a good time to watch it... But i don't want to believe!! I've never met anyone so amazingly perfect and beautiful, the only one wrong thing there was is... My school is 5 hours from his, and his home town is.. like three hours from mine. Damn. And i have no way of contacting him, except through Rachel, and that seems lame. Oh well... There's irony for you.