As The Irrationality Clears, A Room Full Of Dust Appears

Published on November 5, 2004 By Tangled Wishes In Blogging

I've been pretty nasty these past few days on here, and I feel bad because it's pretty out of character for me. I try to stay away from political issues on this because my ineloquent language tends to get me into trouble (that doesn't explain these past few days, these past few days I've just been an asshole clear and simple). My eyes were closed in pain and I forgot to open them and realize the rest of the world has their own pains, too. At least as far as I guess. Does anyone know someone whose life is not pained, and I'll throw a rock at them. Just a little one, though. With a note written on it that says "do you know how beautiful your life is?". That's a positive idea. Maybe I should have thought of something like that before my anti-christian rant. Actually i probably should have taken some codeine before that damn christian rant!

Who am I to talk? I mean, deep down inside i have this huge awe for Catholicism. if the majority of it wasn't so biased and against what i think is no big deal i would probably be Catholic, and never would have thought about whether there is a god anyway.

But alas I am searching... I get angry sometimes and do stupid things, luckily i can put my thoughts down in words and while i can show what a asshole i can be, i can also show how humbled i feel after get my ass reamed (deservingly) for being such a blind dummy head.

I don't want to seem all bigoted and evil on this website. Or in real life, either. I try to be open to all opinions, but I guess as being a strong Kerry supporter and strong Bush protester I forgot that just because someone is a conservative or a republican doesn't mean that they support bush or even that they are evil. Merely supporting bush does not make aperson evil. Being bush makes a person evil

I hope you all know that I have a very playful sense of humor and most of my posts (angry ones included) have little bits of humor so i wont come off as super evil or super serious. I'm always playful, even when i am sad, so people know I'm not trying to be too harsh, but sometimes i still am. and my jokes sound serious (like the bein bush makes a person evil--i put the smile there so people know i'm just being silly, in case people don't realize that on their own.) from here on out i'm going to point out when i am trying to be funny so that you know i'm not trying to offend, just lighten the atmosphere.

i wish that sometimes i didn't come off as such a mean Jeanne. people get terrible opinions of me that i don't wish to be. If i've come off as a bigot or anti-christian (the jury is still out on that one--see, there's another joke) it is something i really do not want to be, so i will work on improving those behaviors, or examine them to see whether or not i AM a bigot and THEN i will do some sort of psychology to no longer be a repressed bigot or a bigot at all!! (another silly/serious statement.) Anyhow. I mean not to offend... Being angry disagrees with my hippie lifestyle, maybe i should start taking some anti-anger pills... wonder what would work?

Anyways, to go on. I planted some seeds today and have created a pseudo-greenhouse for them to thrive in. Last time i was too stupid to remember how to grow damn seeds, i knew before and dumb me forgot!!!! but now they should be fine and dandy and happy as peas in a pod and they will also be warm and cozy

I hope this way works because then i have developed a new way to grow plants, especially at low cost and low hassle (that is if you are excited about things growing. i am so the process of planting and growing seeds excites and entertains me to no end.)

I also registered for classes. I cannot graduate next year, as I could have had I been able to get in one of the classes this spring that are closed. i dont want to anyhow, so it's okay. but i AM only going to be able to go to Kansai Gaidai for one semester if i DO want to graduate in 2007, esp. with a minor.

I'm taking analytical feminism, i hope that i can handle that class. i've never taken a philosophy class and while i am well equipped for one, i dont know if i am smart enough!

~Well, anyhow, i'll be out.

Comments

InfoGeek

on Nov 05, 2004

Just remember:

"You're Good Enough, You're Smart Enough, and Doggone It, People Like You"

Tangled Wishes

on Nov 05, 2004

What's his name, something Smalley!

I've seen that before!

Thanks for the laugh.

InfoGeek

on Nov 05, 2004

Stuart !!!!! Stu!!!!

IG

Tangled Wishes

on Nov 06, 2004

STUART SMALLEY! I totally remembered that just before I read your response

BigDreamer415

on Nov 08, 2004

I understand your frustration and anger, looking through the other side of the spectrum. It's hard to talk civilly about something you so strongly believe in, and I understand that. I admire you for not being lukewarm.

And even though I completely disagree with just about everything you believe (politically) I still admire you for having such a strong passion about what you believe, even though we can all go about expressing it wrongly sometimes. Agreeing to disagree is the latest thing God's been teaching me. Like you said, in a lot of cases neither party is going to sway the other into changing their views.

Take care,

~Sarah

Tangled Wishes

on Nov 08, 2004

Sarah,

Thank you. That's mature and warm of you to say. I totally agree with you, and you're right.

Thanks for your opinion!

~Anne

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