The "Boy" (AKA Mr. Amsterdam)

Published on October 11, 2004 By Tangled Wishes In Personal Relationships

It's gushing time!!

I don't write too many of these blogs, I suppose since I don't feel this way all too often anymore!! But here it is anyway, a description of the new boy in my life:

Okay so he's in my human sexuality class and he sits in front of me. I never noticed him until probably three or four weeks ago, and the instant I glimpsed him, I thought to myself, I can see myself getting a crush on him. Despite the fact that he isn't physically my type really at all... He's blond when I have always liked brunettes better, he has facial piercings when I've always thought that they were unattractive, and he's not rail-thin like the guys I always preferred. Of course he isn't fat and he has a cute butt

I think the first thing I noticed about him after that was that he was wearing Etnies, and that made him cooler.

And then I started noticing that he would be receptive to comments that I make (I say stuff out loud sometimes that aren't really directed at anyone, like sometimes I'll be like, Sweet! We get our tests back today! or, damn it! I dropped my pen!) Ah. the pen thing (this sounds so third grade, I know it, but believe me I have experience with guys, they're pretty predictable, and you can tell whether or not they're interested in you if you do little tests, girls do you know what I mean?). Anyhow. The pen thing. The soft part of my mechanical pencil (the thing that prevents you from getting writing blisters or whatever they're called) went flying to places I wasn't sure of, and he helped me look for it for reasons beyond me, and I was like, hmmm, that goes beyond good samaritan. And then he walked out of class with me that day and I was like, hmmm.... I'm not even testing him and he's already passing!!! Haha.

So then I keep my eyes open to pretty much every way he reacts to me, which is all good. Every once in a while in class he'd turn and take a little peek at me, heehee, and I am just like, this is a good sign, this is a good sign, and today when we got our tests back and I was like "SWEET!" he laughed and was like "sweet!" teasingly. Ahhh he's so cute!!

Whenever I have to go in front of the damn class he's always like, "go you" or "good job!" or gives me a thumbs up, and has never to anyone else... Oooh! I just noticed that he's never done that to anyone else. I'm just too damn cute!!!

Today. Funny stuff. We walked together after class again, and he told me he was a music major, and then we separated and said kind of awkward goodbyes, you know the ones where you're not all that sure what to say... like, well.. uhh, see ya later? And I was getting my mail and just as I was about to leave the building we almost walked into each other and were like, "Hey again!" and I said, "Are you following me??" and he just looks at me with a (cute) straight face (ahhh!) and said, "Yes" and here I am still grinning from when we walked out of class together, cause I'm like, he's totally into me, and then he tells me he IS following me, as a joke of course!! But I didn't even know what to say, so I was like, "well, good!" and I was gone. Smiling and completely confident in the fact that he's into me, of course.

Hahaha!

So I'm done gushing, even though I still feel all gushy. I totally feel like something could happen between us, if only one of us initiates it.... So who's it going to be, me or him? I am definitely all for making the first move, like I've done a ZILLION times before.

Huh, weird, I just suddenly missed my ex boy Stacy. Weird thought.

Anyhow... to make a move, make a plan, what to do what to do!!

~Me!

Comments

mignuna

on Oct 13, 2004

anne, i'm hoping you compose some poetry about this boy !. you've been missed

mig XXX

BigDreamer415

on Oct 19, 2004

Let him pursue you... it's more fun that way.

~Sarah

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