This is Anne... Complete and Real
So I'm feeling pretty lucky. I'm about out of pot, and yet I have some friends that want to smoke with me often, and don't mind that I don't have it (of course I've smoked my pot with them, no problem). And also my friend Kris shares cigarettes with me, like all the time, so when I get my moolah I'm going to reward her with a new pack!!! MONEY! And it's coming so soon, I can barely contain myself.

I AM COMING INTO A LARGE SUM OF MONEY IN THE VERY NEAR FUTURE!!!

It's like a fortune from a fortune cookie! But really, five dollars seems like a large sum of money to me at this point in my life. I mean, a dollar bill has never meant more to me at this time in my life than one ever has!!! I had one and I hoarded that mofo for like FIVE DAYS. I finally ended up spending it on cheezits haha because I didn't have any breakfast . So seriously, three hundred bucks (or so, I'm guesstimating) is a LOT of money to me. I have such a huge grasp of price right now... I'm like an anorexic wth calorie counting, and then she finally gets to eat 2000 calories one day with out the risk of gaining weight so she has to find out the very best stuff for her that fits into 2000 calories, stuff that she needs very much but also desires so shes not totally miserable! So not just soybeans or whatever, stuff with flavor AND low cal! HAHA!

Yeah you can't tell that I'm anorexic or anything!

But this sum of money is going to be VERY important to me. Also, from here on out there will be a steady flow of cash in my life. I am so focused on money coming in and me getting things i need like feminine hygiene products like i COULDN'T afford when I got my period this week, TWO WEEKS EARLY!!!!! Stupid period Anyhow. I am going to get money steady from here on out, and there's NO CHANCE of me ever being broke for the rest of the school year, and summer assumedly, should I decide to stay here.

So like, if I do the math, it averages out that I'm going to be making approximately $300 dollars to spend a month minus approx $100 for weed cigarettes and booze (depending on where I buy my pot, that can be waaaaay lower, or higher, who knows?) but that too is probably ideal!!!

Life from here on out is going to be good.

!!!!!!

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on Oct 01, 2004
"Life from here on out is going to be good." Provided you spend it wisely, but I fear you're not going to--that pains me.