I am listening to Comfortably Numb.
I was looking at the screen for a moment, just feeling the song to see where it would take me, and where it took me for only a second was such a painful memory that my sight became fuzzy and I was dizzy to the point of passing out.
And just as I typed that above it hit again. It's the pain of the memory. It hurts sooo much that I am just, just freaking out!!!!
I actually like feeling like my body is just messed up and disconnected and that my head is flowing around and my legs are gooey.
I feel like I'm drunk, lol under so much stress that I feel drunk?!
I'd like to be drunk.
I don't have any clean pairs of pants, I don't think. Lol oh man this life is a trip!!!!!!!!!!!