Just Another Messed Up 19 Year Old Girl!!!

Published on May 19, 2004 By Tangled Wishes In Blogging

Sounds like a negative title but it's not.

Anyways, it's good to laugh at yourself, isn't it?

I'm supposed to be walking to Dairy Queen right now with Rachel (actually, by this time we'd probably already be back here) but she is about 45 minutes late after I called her. So here I am blogging.

I have obviously not had any time to blog lately. That's because A) I'm at home and dont have 24 hr internet access and

my dad is fucking ridiculously addicted to the internet and is on it from whenever he wakes up in the morning until he showers for work at 2:20 pm, and then is back on from 10:30 pm to whatever ungodly hour he stays up til. And from 2:30 to 10 pm is usually NOT my prime internet time. I'd rather be doing ANYTHING else (like walking to Dairy Queen, damn it!! And why isn't she calling me on my cell phone to say "I won't be a few minutes"

)

So I decided to drop in and update everyone on my life!

I went to the Eagles concert on Sunday night and it was the best three hours of my life. It was great!!!

I partied on the weekend, as always, and I still haven't got a job, but that's okay because I honestly made a list of EVERY SINGLE PLACE TO WORK in Moose Lake today and about three of them were ever POSSIBLE for me to work at. Two were gas stations and I don't remember the other one. Besides, DQ is my LAST RESORT. But who knows, maybe I'll get desperate and arrange to work there like, three days a week or something.

My mom trimmed my hair one day, and out of the blue I decided to give myself bangs which are FUCKING HOT, if I don't say so myself... It was fairly nice out yesterday so I took my sister who is fresh out of rehab to Duluth where I bought the Kanye West CD, shortly afterward realizing what I REALLY wanted was the Twista CD but it was too late because we were already listening to about the 8th song on the Kanye CD

. Not much else is new though.

After being at the same party with Philip LOL Okay Rachel just called me and said, "Am I supposed to be doing something?" To which I resonded, "I thought you were walking over here!" then we both laughed. I think that we're both pretty Goofy Kids. lol.

Back to Philip at the party. I didn't talk to him at all. He didnt talk to me either, but the difference is, I didn't want to talk to him. I realized that I guess maybe I DO like him, I just really don't... care. I mean, to do anything about it, or to WANT to do anything about it. FINALLY!!! THE SHOE IS ON MY FOOT!!! It's always ME getting told, I like you, I just don't want to be with you!!! LOL okay it's happened like twice to me, but still. I understand now. I do like him, I'm just not interested in him. Even when stoned as FUCK!! So that's good.

And I can tell you who I AM interested in. Oh my dear Wesley the drunken driver. Strange, strange boy but all the same I do like him!!!

I am just one messed up 19 year old girl in a world full of MANY messed up 19YO girls!!!

(One of those being Rory on the Gilmore Girls... AHHH I cannot believe that show ended like it did!! Made me soooooooo angry!!!!!!!)

Love ya!

~Anne

Comments

new-age nomad

on May 19, 2004

Yeah, it is fun to laugh at yourself. It makes life a whole lot easier when you start each day by saying, "I'm a dork" instead of just realizing it in the middle of the day. Then, your whole day's screwed. hehe

Trinitie

H-Bomb

on May 24, 2004

How did the gilmore girsl end????

The Negotiator

on May 25, 2004

hey kiddo, been crazy busy and I miss ya bunches. give me a call sometime! or email me your number so I can call you.

miss yaz!!!!

-Ryan

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