I feel like I am a personal ad for Pilates right now. I haven't been doing it long at all, only a few days, but it makes me feel so damn good!!!
I love it. I love it. I love it.
Working out is soooooo good. It makes me feel really good. I love being active. It rocks my world. I love going for walks on nice days. I love lifting weights. I love jogging. I love everything. Especially Pilates!!! It's so good.
I feel overall good these days. I mean, I'm not in tiptop shape. I don't have a boyfriend but in complete honesty it doesn't even cross my mind. I don't even think about it at all. I guess the important part about that is I don't feel lonely. I don't feel alone, either. I've got lots of good friends. I have great parents. I don't feel any particular romantic need. And that rocks!
Life is so uncomplicated right now. I mean, it doesn't matter if I don't get drunk every weekend. It's okay that I don't have an endless supply of weed. All those things have changed in perspective to me. I'm growing up. And I'm still having fun. And that's all that matters. Because my friends are fun. We're close, we're cool, it's all good. And that might be all that I need right now!
It feels like it's all that I need, and that's all that's important!
I might get drunk tonight. But like I said before it wouldn't be a big deal if I didn't. I'd have extra cash. It's good not spending $500 dollars a month on drugs. It's good not puking. It's good being able to drive wherever I want.
It's spring. It's bonfire time. It's Happy Anne time!!! And I'm even happier that I'm doing Pilates. Pretty soon I will be flexible to do yoga, which I plan on doing every morning, as soon as I'm flexible and strong enough, and have a yoga mat, and whatever else I need. I feel so inspired.
I love waking up to the sunrise. I love my life.
~Anne!